Godsend

I'M EXHILARATED BECAUSE CHRISTINA AGUILERA IS GONNA BE IN TOWN!

And baby bought us tickets to attend the concert!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! =D thank you SO much!

FEEL SO LUCKY that i can finally meet her, even though she may be 2000yards away, i think it's more than enough! She's been my inspiration for so so long so i really thank fish for letting me just appreciate her music being just a little closer to her. T_T *happyness*

God has been so kind to me, and i feel so blessed. Having him makes life so much more meaningful, sometimes i wonder if there was even a possibility that another one person could even put in half the effort he does in this relationship. Of cos i wouldn't know since i've got none other bfs to compare him with but sometimes, you just know it. I used to think we could never survive this relationship for more than 3months, now that it's approaching the 3rd year, i wonder if it'll go for another 30. And even though sometimes i can be veri intolerable and unforgiving, he always embraces me with every ounce of faith he has in us.

Once, he told me, he wanted to ask me to leave, so that when he earned more than enough money, he'd court me again. Or when he said that having me was a 9 out of 10 on the luck meter, that's why he never really had any luck with cards or anything else.

The other day, when we met after my dance class, i sat down on the train and he leaned over and said,"Deardear you're ageing." HAHAHAHAHAHA wth, that was probably the most UNROMANTIC thing he could ever come up with. Seriously no one says that, but it made me laughed so hysterically i was sure the lady beside was pissed. And i asked him to lean over cos i wanted to whisper smth into his ear, and he knew right away i wanted to bend his ears! HAHAHHAHAH DAMN funny, he didnt let, so i shrilled and started on a pinch hysteria. i dunno, i know im a pretty abusive girl, not sure how that came abt but whenever im angry i wanna smash smth, whenever im feeling happy i wanna hit on smth too. It's a freaky habit my bf reluctantly yet unconditionally submits to and i'm really sorry that i inflicted pain on you, but sometimes you do deserve it! =D

This man, he might not always give me the best but you know, he's always giving me his best and for that, i am veri grateful.