Godsend

I'M EXHILARATED BECAUSE CHRISTINA AGUILERA IS GONNA BE IN TOWN!

And baby bought us tickets to attend the concert!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! =D thank you SO much!

FEEL SO LUCKY that i can finally meet her, even though she may be 2000yards away, i think it's more than enough! She's been my inspiration for so so long so i really thank fish for letting me just appreciate her music being just a little closer to her. T_T *happyness*

God has been so kind to me, and i feel so blessed. Having him makes life so much more meaningful, sometimes i wonder if there was even a possibility that another one person could even put in half the effort he does in this relationship. Of cos i wouldn't know since i've got none other bfs to compare him with but sometimes, you just know it. I used to think we could never survive this relationship for more than 3months, now that it's approaching the 3rd year, i wonder if it'll go for another 30. And even though sometimes i can be veri intolerable and unforgiving, he always embraces me with every ounce of faith he has in us.

Once, he told me, he wanted to ask me to leave, so that when he earned more than enough money, he'd court me again. Or when he said that having me was a 9 out of 10 on the luck meter, that's why he never really had any luck with cards or anything else.

The other day, when we met after my dance class, i sat down on the train and he leaned over and said,"Deardear you're ageing." HAHAHAHAHAHA wth, that was probably the most UNROMANTIC thing he could ever come up with. Seriously no one says that, but it made me laughed so hysterically i was sure the lady beside was pissed. And i asked him to lean over cos i wanted to whisper smth into his ear, and he knew right away i wanted to bend his ears! HAHAHHAHAH DAMN funny, he didnt let, so i shrilled and started on a pinch hysteria. i dunno, i know im a pretty abusive girl, not sure how that came abt but whenever im angry i wanna smash smth, whenever im feeling happy i wanna hit on smth too. It's a freaky habit my bf reluctantly yet unconditionally submits to and i'm really sorry that i inflicted pain on you, but sometimes you do deserve it! =D

This man, he might not always give me the best but you know, he's always giving me his best and for that, i am veri grateful.

Little update

Recently, i've been attending reggae classes and it didnt exactly went well since i only had a ballet background and found it veri hard to adjust to hiphop or reggae cos it's more agressive and involves more bootylicious ass-jiggling movements, more sex appeal, and veri provocative and flirtatious in a way. You'd have to be veri confident to pull of those moves, it's a tight dance but sometimes the moves are so sexy i'm kinda afraid of it lol. I see some of my classmates who are younger than me by a few years who dance veri well, some even exude the sensuous flavour. And i happen to be one of the tallest girls and you know how tall girls look when they dance right? Feels like stick man to me, veri stalky!

So i began progressing after i joined the basic class, previously the management put some of us in the advance class which had us panting and mostly in a daze cos we couldnt quite catch up. It's better now, i even haf bruises! It's the biggest bruises i'd ever had on both knees and i dunno why im happy about it, it's like my badge of honour you know! Daddy said it's good, it means i'm working hard lol. So i laughed, not because it's not true, but having bruises doesn't necessarily mean that i'm improving, it could just be recklessness. It takes one to work hard, AND smart, i'm still not familiar with some of the basics so hopefully i can motivate myself to practise. And i know what a sloth i can be most of the time. it's true when they say you don't work hard enough, it's because you don't want it bad enough.

haha sui hor!

Had a late dinner at Billy Bombers and caught Fantastic 4 with Tony, Eric, Mel and the others at Cathay. I've nvr exactly been inside but it looks pretty cool inside, i like the elevators best! They looked so futuristic, reminded me of the movie, which was fantastic, found it a little too short though =/ Played a good game of dota and headed home.

Hmm actually i'm having a dilemma! i don't know if i should watch Christina Aguilera's Back to Basics concert end of this month. I like her soooooo much! Bought her first record when i was 12! I grew up listening to her songs and she's by far i'd say, the singer who's inspired me the most. This album's a milestone for her and a think she's a wonderful person no matter what the paparazi says about her. She's a fighter! However, if there's one thing i've learnt all these time, it's not to buy what you cannot afford and even though Fish promised to bring me to the concert, i feel kinda bad! It is an anniversary gift but the money could be put to much better use. We can't be so extravagant since we're not exactly working anymore and well, i figured she's gonna haf more concerts in the future but of cos none like this one. Oh, i hate to miss it T_T But i guess i've made up my mind.

I realise there's just so much to update and reflect but as the chinese proverb goes, im really "Li Bu Cong Xin". lol, will do another soon.

Well, ok i did these collages a month back during my baby girl's (Viki) birthday, so i'll just upload! I put her as my handphone wallpaper and whenever i look at it, it makes me feel veri relieved and grateful. Sometimes we just need a little reminder, that the most little and insignificant things can make us veri happy too.


Yuki & Viki's Birthday Celebration

Goddamn huge Elmo, imbal!

The BIG boys

And get well soon Mummy!

ELMO'S EYEBALLS!

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I think i've amassed about 5 drafts since the last time i posted. all incomplete!

i'll try my veri best to post all my entries soon!

Well a little update tho! i met up with a really old fwen, back from primary school, i rmb well that we were best fwens! We had a good ktv session and it felt a little like old times, initially i was still a little awkward, paiseh, since we haven't really talked in 5-6 yrs. aHH lol, i said i'll intro her to you Teo, HAPPPY?

I had dinner with Godpa and Eric and Melissa aftwards! Must be wondering why i haf Godfather suddenly right? but i'll leave that for another time! Mel looks alot better ytd then when i first saw her during New Year, she looked so frail then, now veri healthy, and she baked muffins for Uncle and I. I liked it, wished it had more chocolates though lol (oh, and thank you!)

You know, laziness really gets the better of me, and i think if i were a pig, i'd make a really good one! Which reminds me, Charlotte's web was really touching! i really like Julia Roberts!

Been watching a hell lot of shows on dvd, mostly goood or relatively fair. AND i completed Nip/Tuck and Heroes. Really like these 2 serials, it's really good, so you oughta watch it if you haf the time. So does anyone know if there's a seaon 5 for Nip/Tuck?

Anyway it's time for bed and i'm haing a lil difficulty adjusting my biological clock these days, so BBL!