Unbelievably..

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LAZY

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Yup that's what i am, i am totally unbelievable. I can't believe i passed up hanging out with my fwens on new year's eve at Cafe Del Mar over the fact that i'm just plain simple lazy and wanted me-time. I really appreciate my fwenes urging me insistently to go but i just couldn't bring myself to, lol i can't believe i told him i didnt wanna haf fun, someone said that that was sick. However, i'm really happy to be here, i just wanted some quiet time and to spend new year's alone, for the first time. Though i really wished my bf could be with me more than anything else, unfortunately we've gotten used to the fact that that doesn't happen most of the time but i cried when he sent me a new year msg he edited form some chain letter and passed on, but he wrote it himself and it said:

"Hey darling, i want to wish you this: May the worst of your tomorrows be better than the best of your yesterdays :>"

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And this meant more than the world :> It made me feel so much better even though he's not here with me now.

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So i wish for this to everyone and anyone who visits this little haven of mine, and also to those whom do not. Spread some love!

Peace out!

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This song is dedicated to my one love!

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Makes Me Whole

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Darling I want you to listen

I stayed up all night, so I could get this thing right

And I don't think there's anything missing

Cause a person like you, made it easy to do

I've waited for so long, to sing to you this song

Cause your eyes are the windows to heaven

Your smile could heal a million souls

Your love completes my existence

You're the other half that makes me whole

You're the only other half that makes me whole

I think the angels are your brothers

They told you about me, said you're just what she needs

And I find myself thanking your mother

For giving birth to a saint

My spirit flies when I say your name

If there's one thing that's true

It's that I was born to love you

And your eyes are the windows to heaven

Your smile could heal a million souls

Your love completes my existence

You're the other half that makes me whole

You're the only other half that makes me whole

You make my dreams

Come true over and, over again

And I honestly truly believe

You and me are written in the stars

I live my whole life through

To giving thanks to you

Cause your eyes are the windows to heaven

Your smile could heal a million souls

Your love completes my existence

You're the other half that makes me whole

You're the only other half that makes me whole

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Amel Larrieux - Makes Me Whole