Unbelievably..

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LAZY

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Yup that's what i am, i am totally unbelievable. I can't believe i passed up hanging out with my fwens on new year's eve at Cafe Del Mar over the fact that i'm just plain simple lazy and wanted me-time. I really appreciate my fwenes urging me insistently to go but i just couldn't bring myself to, lol i can't believe i told him i didnt wanna haf fun, someone said that that was sick. However, i'm really happy to be here, i just wanted some quiet time and to spend new year's alone, for the first time. Though i really wished my bf could be with me more than anything else, unfortunately we've gotten used to the fact that that doesn't happen most of the time but i cried when he sent me a new year msg he edited form some chain letter and passed on, but he wrote it himself and it said:

"Hey darling, i want to wish you this: May the worst of your tomorrows be better than the best of your yesterdays :>"

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And this meant more than the world :> It made me feel so much better even though he's not here with me now.

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So i wish for this to everyone and anyone who visits this little haven of mine, and also to those whom do not. Spread some love!

Peace out!

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This song is dedicated to my one love!

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Makes Me Whole

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Darling I want you to listen

I stayed up all night, so I could get this thing right

And I don't think there's anything missing

Cause a person like you, made it easy to do

I've waited for so long, to sing to you this song

Cause your eyes are the windows to heaven

Your smile could heal a million souls

Your love completes my existence

You're the other half that makes me whole

You're the only other half that makes me whole

I think the angels are your brothers

They told you about me, said you're just what she needs

And I find myself thanking your mother

For giving birth to a saint

My spirit flies when I say your name

If there's one thing that's true

It's that I was born to love you

And your eyes are the windows to heaven

Your smile could heal a million souls

Your love completes my existence

You're the other half that makes me whole

You're the only other half that makes me whole

You make my dreams

Come true over and, over again

And I honestly truly believe

You and me are written in the stars

I live my whole life through

To giving thanks to you

Cause your eyes are the windows to heaven

Your smile could heal a million souls

Your love completes my existence

You're the other half that makes me whole

You're the only other half that makes me whole

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Amel Larrieux - Makes Me Whole

3 BLIND MICE

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Had a blowout time with my dearest girlfwens @ kbox ytd, didnt expect myself to haf sooo much fun. Hadn't seen one another for some time now, we probably only meet twice or thrice a year, sobs.. so having them around really got me to a natural high, i ponned school tho >.<>

Manda has a new taitai haircut which we both think really suits her, veri classy! I like, herr hair texture so good :/ Manda says im only always saying she's veri taitai cos i've ran out of words to describe her hahah and June said im more tai tai than her now -_- ROFL i'll take that as a compliment!

Anyway as usual they were complained that i INSISTED that we took neoprint cos they're all too old for that (they exaggerated!), haha which was really funny cos we were all frantic and at a loss when we were taking the pictures, these 2 "old women" are sooo cute.

I have not uploaded the neoprints but here are some random pictures June took durin the whole session.

Stolen from her blog! She edited everything lol

We were all going wild in the ktv room (which was just RIGHT NEXT TO THE CASH REGISTER COUNTER) wdf, so all the waitresses probably heard out yelling and wad not, but we paid no mind to them! Angeline joined us too, she soooo enthu and supportive! So happy to see her!

She even filmed us dancing and singing Spice Girls - Stop HAHAH, that was like the last song i chose, good choice, nvr seen Manda so (shi tai (lose her composure or smth like that, oh its poise! haha) ), everyone just let loose. HHAHAHAH i've nvr seen Manda laughed so hard before, when i sang Think of Me, we literally laughed our heads off. god imma select that song everytime i go! But quite paiseh cos i totally lost myself when i sing that song and i don't ever feel comfortable with other fwens than i've been with these 2 (no, 3 incl. melo!). LOl june was talking to Angeline so she totally tuned out my singing, it was so f***ing hilarious, sorry i had to use the f word ( it helps me express how i feel more veraciously).

Baby would love this picture fer-sho cos my cheeks are so fat! i like fatcheeks!

ah! trimmed my hair, its so short now :(

My favourite independent women!

BIG HUGS FOR MY GIRLS! Glad that all of them are well and happy right now, we promised to have christmas dinner when mel's back which is probably next wk! 1 yay because im cooking up a feast! HAHAH 2 yays becos we're going over to manda's, 3 yays cos it's been sucha long time and we've nvr had christmas dinner together before and we get to meet Manda's new bf :>

Cheerios!

The Wedding Entry

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Title pun totally intended, Uncle gave a really big angpao (4figures, ho seh alr lol)..but anyways..

It was my first time attending a wedding banquet with fish, his dad's niece wedded at the Clark Quay Novotel last night, and we were there to give them our blessings and to haf a yummyyummy dinner! :D

All right the mother of lazy bugs (myself) is feeling really slothful today so imma just keep it real short! Cheers!

Godma attended a wedding too, on the same day and i havent seen her so beautiful in a really longggg time!

Just an example of mom taking a really bad picture that could've turned out really nice :<

And this is the first time my hair turned out well and tamed! Less than 8 tries of hair curling! Gosu gwen!

Ee-Binn! She's veri cute, and exceptionally smart! High eq <--

Wedded bliss~

Ah i managed to ask for a grp picture too!

Oh still haf like tons of photos i havent uploaded, and the song! rofl, my arm still aches from playing merely 30mins of Wii, i'm so unhealthy and feeling really sore! sheesh, god knows how long i havent exericised, probably since i graduated from sec sch, okay anyway, will be back soon, ciao!

Happy Birthday <><

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So this is kinda overdued i know but just so i lose my pictures (again, along with 20 of my disney movie videos) and silly notes when my computer crashes on me again, there's always this place where i can turn to, to retrieve something more than just pictures and words. i think it's TOTALLY necessary that i just save a page of my diary here so i can give my memory a jolt every now and then and be able to look back into the past when i feel a need to. To reminisce, to be able to feel something again just by looking at pictures, to laugh at my own stupidity, to find that my nieces and nephews going up so rapidly, to learn from past mistakes and to realise that time flies. (Emo alert)

Ok totally out of pt but well for all i know my computer might crash again, the last time was 2 wks ago when water from my air conditioner leaked and went into my monitor, hahah my sister said she saw sparks and some smoke coming from the monitor, and it caused a black out at home :> twice when i tried turning it on again rofl. But thankfully, there's a God, and he gave my computer life again the next day.

So, just some pictures from his birthday dinner at the Marina Mandarin Hotel, the buffet's really good! i like the flower crabs and shark fin soup most, his mom said Shangri-La didnt haf such a wide spread so we headed here instead. But i'd love to go there soon!

I LOVE CHEESEEEEE, i need a cheese kaki~

Lol his sour expression is kinda cute!

Bought him a cake from.. littlefootpastry, it's all right, not spectacular, i was a lil disappointed cos my fwen said it was awfully tasty but i guess im just a lil fussy and dun really like to cham(mix) chocolate and cheese together. I'll bake him a birthday cake next yr!! :>

Rounded daddy mummy and my younger brother and sister to launch him a kamikaze birthday surprise attack after his bath haha, he totally didnt expected it which was, well a good surprise i guess! heh, i love surprises :>

So there! and i bought like re-lighting candles and he got so puzzled cos it relighted everytime he blew them out, we had to use an extinguisher! (no we don't haf 1 of those at home, i was kidding.)

A cosy simple 21st!