Understand

"Understand"

I made you think, you don't understand.

I used to think that happiness could only be something
That happened to somebody else
Everybody believed, everybody but me, yeah yeah
And I've been hurt so many times before,
That my hopes was dying, so sick of trying
Everybody could see, everybody but me, yeah yeah
But then you came into my life, you opened up my softer side
And now I can see into your eyes
And suddenly, I realize.

I made you think, you don't understand
All the times you didn't understand,
Why you couldn't just be my man.
I made you think, you don't understand
There were many walls you had to climb,
If you really wanted to be mine.
I made you think, you don't understand
After all the hoops I put you through,
Now I see that I'm in love with you

Now, I hope you finally understand.

So many tears I've had to cry,
But you had many more of your own you had to try
But you stuck it out and you're here with me now, yeah yeah
And rememberin' the days I pushed away your love,
You called my bluff and you still stayed around,
Yeah you figured me out
Said, you got me down
And there's no way to lie to you, you know me better than I do

Baby, ooh, you see me through,
I'd be no good without you.

I made you think, you don't understand
All the times you didn't understand,
Why you just couldn't be my man
I made you think, you don't understand
There were many walls you had to climb (yeah)
If you really wanted to be mine (ooh)
I made you think, you don't understand
After all the hoops I put you through (through)
Now I see that I'm in love with you

Now, I hope you finally understand

Ohh.

Baby, won't you listen now
Can't you see just what I'm talking about?
Said baby won't you listen now
Can't you see just what I'm talking about?

Time went on, and I was wrong
To keep my distance for so long.
So afraid, you wouldn't stay
But you never turned away

Always right by my side
You're forever in my life
Don't you go
'Cause now I know
That in you I found a home.

Now I can see into your eyes
Suddenly, I realize.

I made you think, you don't understand
All the times you didn't understand
Why you just couldn't be my man
I made you think, you don't understand
There were many walls you had to climb,
If you really wanted to be mine
I made you think, you don't understand
After all the hoops I put you through
Now I see I'm in love with you.

Now, I hope you finally understand.

I made you think, you don't understand.

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Oh what'd i do without you?

Happy Chinese New Year

Finally haf some time to finish this post, been crazy playing during chinese new year and rushing last min study this wk. This entry has been here for a long long time but i didnt haf time to complete it, spent alot alot of time editing and uploading the pictures over and over again lol. Well since Chinese new year hasnt end (ends today!), i wish everyone good health and prosperity $_$! This lunar new year has been really different from the past cos i haf new kakis! and i really really like them! Initially when we weren't too familiar, i thought we didnt really click cos wow-ers haf no life ^-^ (it applies if you watch southpark) but they're sooooooooo nice to me til i bth! Too bad i was a little paiseh to take pictures with them, but nvm i'll introduce the gosu murderers officially next time!

Moreover, my family stayed at home on the first day of new year lol, it's been pretty different since Grandma passed away a few years ago, everyone's indecisive and not quite sure where to visit on the first day, but that's ok, everyone else still met up on the 2nd day! i love love meeting my little sweethearts, they keep me going even when i was really exhausted that day. Didnt get a chance to take picture with all of them tho..all of them wld be approximately..20+? lol

2nd Day of Chinese New Year

Heheh i love my Aunts and Cousins as well! They always stood by me no matter what kinda shit happens lol and Auntie Sweety so nice gave us super big angbao this year, not that it matters anyways, she's always been nice to us cos mummy's nice to everyone! Cny cannot use crude language! im trying to quit the f*** word badly rofl though i dun use it veri often, daddy still hears it sometimes and he always say," you're a girl and you use language like that, bad habit." =D

I didnt gamble this year, the kids 8-11, WERE PLAYING! kept bugging my brother and i to play, BIG BIG SOMEMORE lol, my nephew won abt $50 from eveyone, tho i only lost a little bit, not gian to gamble this yr! i was happy to help the maids take some picture! so i askeed them to get together and take picture with the kids they took care of. So happy cos then they say can bring back and show their families back home! They're veri veri nice people!

Then later at night, the guys asked me to head to Parklane to play dota! Actually i was really tired but the kids knew abt it and they wanted to go see their ou xiang! i really wanted to bring them cos they so cute!! i feel responsible as their Xiaoping yiyi! lol i was soooooo paiseh but lucky Judo said smth really sweet, liike, its ok, we're all fwens! wah melt! veri gan ji him for helping me ask T_T

Baby Nik! She's damn act dao sometimes, bth! But when she met Wayne she was quite shy lol, cos we started play hei bai pei and he started throwing scissor paper stone with her, but she kinda shrugged and ignored him AHAHAHAHHA damn funny. She's so cute, fell asleep halfway into the game then i asked her why she dozed off the other day and she replied," You say i can slp! You play then i wait until i slp." bth~

It makes me soo happy to see the smiles on their faces, so thankful to Wayne for doing me the favour! Really appreciate it! My mom asked the girls if they were excited to see him lol, they were all beaming with happiness la! so cute, a few wanted to go but i couldnt bring all, it'd be scary, lucky Wayne's cousin was entertaining Cherise and Clara cos he has this lvl 100+ character in Maple, Cherise was so impressed lol.

3rd Day of Chinese New Year

Honestly, i cant quite rmb since it happened 2 weeks away, but Wayne invited all of us to his place to bai nian..it was kinda paiseh initially! at least my brother and i were, pretty awkward lol. We played basketball! Seriously i havent exercised in years and that was kinda tough for me rofl, since i've lost touch with netball, i just tried to get the ball into the hoop BUT Wayne and Jk them kept blocking me when i wanted to throw, damn scary la they so big size and so rough.. zz

I always wanted my brother in(team) but he couldnt defend them off cos he said, Jk's too big, Wayne jumps too high, Tony is too strong, Judo is too fast, and Eric is pretty experienced. So geegee lor lol.

The fun part was THE KTV! MUAHAHAHA their house projector so bigggggggg! And his mom upgraded the system to a touchscreen where they can update current songs into their list every month, i also want that man! lol the guys so funny kept suaning me say i ba zhan the whole system rofl! The only ppl singing were Wayne and i =_= tho he was having a cough or smth, but Wah first time someone can actually sing Caoge's "I still believe" with me cos his voice is soo bian tai! And Jk so funny, "BA WO HUI LAI LE!" i think he bad childhood rofl

Wayne's brother also veri talented! i was singing then he'd be at the piano playing his own thing and harmonise with the song i was singing, so gosu!! The 2 ladies also joined in later, they sing veri well also, in Canto somemore!

Then they taught us how to play the GAME OF THE CENTURY: MURDERER. Initially i was damn lousy, then i got kinda bored so i decided to be the judge for several games, really fun to watch the game, it's so intense sometimes!! muahaha! When i was the murderer for the first time, i kept blinking my eyes when i told a lie, rofl then JK SAW THRU MY ACT! so evil! damn sian so he convinced everyone to vote me out rofl! damn louya me! Whitee, Wayne are among the best i think, Tony is good but i can nvr tell if he was the real police or faking it rofl, then i always vote him out rofl! Wayne's brother was also veri deceiving, Cynthia and i forget the other lady/guy's name! they were veri nice ppl! Wayne's dad was also quite good but we lost that round.

I'll explain the game next time! it's really addictive, cos the next day, I WAS THE MURDERER AGAIN WHAHAHAHA, this time Whitee kinda taught me some stuff, and we met everyone on the 1st,2nd,3rd day of cny so all they talked abt was MURDERER! tho i was quite sian cos i thot i didnt know how to play, but White taught me to try to calm my nerves and just act. lol, then Candyce and i were murderer the next night but she got voted out the first round cos Wayne(we killed him) convinced everyone that Candyce and i are highly suspectful! muhhahha but i conned everyone, the feeling was sooo gooD cos i said, "SOMPA im not the murderer you guys haf to believe me", and Jk, Lloyd(the police) even helped me rofl, they said gwen cant lie so i wont vote her out! whahahah, now everyone dun trust me anymore! A_A i've become a threat! Ok anyway im gonna psycho everyone to play this game! But need alot of ppl! Danny and Daniel gonna be my victims! Cos they haf alot of fwens! illegal gathering =D

4th Day of Chinese New Year

We had an OB cny gathering at the boss's place so..pictures!
It was kinda funny when Wayne and i were lost and trying to find the Clubhouse and on the 1st lvl, there was this family who was watching the Hua yang shao nian shao nu, and he exclaimed:"That's my show!" So i dared him to go in and say hi rofl, i thot he would cos he turned back but he not enuff guts, said he might scare them rofl!




Jialut i didnt know he had so much mei li til Huixin, Weifen, Weiling, Ferlyn all wanted to take pictures with him, even the guys! The bosses's kids also wanted to play with him! so cute! But little girls like my nieces so poor thing, bei pian by him! Michael even told him there was this 4yr old girl who liked him so much she'd look at his picture when she's sad, wdf that's reallly extreme!! i super pei fu lol. Ok la at least he didnt abandon me when all my fwens left, so paiseh lol

They started cam-whoring!

Weifen, Ferlyn, GWEN, Huixin & Weiling

i like them veri much! Cos they seem to like to say my name veri loudly and they're a really sweet bunch of girls even though sometimes the twins really ask alot of qns, but lucky i can tackle! Ferlyn and Huixin are slightly more mature, they're all only 15yrs old and veri lihai for their age!

6th Day of Chinese New Year

It was Auntie Sweety's birthdady and she made a reservation for 2 suites at the Pan Pacific Hotel! The view qaas magnificent! think my mom and the other Aunts had a great time, i was too tired to stay over! Cos went shopping with baby till quite late, we were hunting for my belated Onitsuka Tiger birthday shoe o^-^o! So we joined them late and miss the cutting cake! felt so bad!

The 2 little boys i met were so cute, Troy and his brother whom i cant rmb, Troy's the one in green(2nd row 1st column), Yiren and Yishun DAMN FUNNY, they labelled them BOY 1 AND BOY 2 cos they cant rmb their names. HAHAHAHAHA then Yuki ask if i knew what Yishun and Yiren were called then, so i said no, and she said, BOY 3 and BOY 4! lol then she kept laughing, so cute!! and he did some magic trick after supper and i was so amazed cos he's so young, then can pian someone like me -_- my brother is damn lousy man.

meowmeow & cupcakes

7th Day of Chinese New Year

Went opposite to Godmom's place to bai nian! Should haf went on 1st day, but lazy lol XD, this big kitten is ARIEL! she's some australian cat and looks veri cartoon when u stare at her. She used to be afraid of me cos i talk veri loudly whenever i went over lol, then she camp under the bed, but now quite ok! Viki baby so scared of her!

All right! New Year's over, its exactly 12:00AM now lol, i took almost 4hrs to finish this. hopeless!